For the Squeaking Door I Don’t Have
I make noises like a squeaking door
When I get up from sitting cross-legged
On the bed, where I’ve been tapping
On the laptop surface that sits in front
Of me, there
I make the noises verbally, that is—for
Now, my joints are fine
I don’t know, it’s my way to speak into
The silence and the solitude: a way to
Say, I’m here
For all the world to respond to, which,
Of course, it doesn’t
May 21, 2016 at 11:28 pm
I’m sorry you feel lonely sometimes. I totally get what your saying making noises just to say “I’m here.” Wishing for attention from someone else, but at least hearing yourself.
May 23, 2016 at 6:06 pm
Thank you! I realized that I make some complex verbal noises sometimes and thought to explore that in words (on electronic paper). They happen, even when there is no pet to hear.
May 22, 2016 at 1:48 am
I like this a lot, very poetic way to express why I talk to myself all day 😉
May 23, 2016 at 6:07 pm
Yep, me, too. Thanks for responding!
May 23, 2016 at 10:27 pm
Welcome.
May 23, 2016 at 5:54 am
Oh. You live a life alone, but I have read so many times that alone isn’t synonymous to lonely. I hope my clutter here on your virtual space will somehow show you you are not alone and we know that you are there. ❤
May 23, 2016 at 6:09 pm
Rosema, I thank you for your clutter. Yes, it’s pretty much just me, though I have neighbors, family, and friends to talk with and to see. Still, mostly I’m on my own, which mostly is fine. When it’s not, I’ll have your words and meaning for comfort and encouragement.
May 24, 2016 at 1:35 am
Thank you! I am glad my words can keep you company. 😉