Young Athlete in Pain
Lord, I don’t know what to do
The pain is bad
Shall I try hot or cold?
But it’s all kinds of muscles
The ones I think with
Play with
Occasionally make love with
Everything hurts
Everything is bad
That’s pretty simply put
And how I think
And how it feels
I don’t know what to do, Lord
Please help me
I don’t know if it’s an angel
Or a miracle
Or simply something I haven’t thought of
I don’t claim to be smart
Not now
When pain takes over
And my thinking’s overloaded
It’s not going to be a good day, is it?
A good year,
Good life?
How hard have I made it all?
Forgive me, if I’m faithless
Forgive me if I’m rude
It hurts is all
It hurts very much
And I get sidetracked or benched
(or bench myself)
From my better calling,
Please speak to me again
I will try to hear
And if my ears don’t work,
I have other senses
You could even tell me in a dream
Though that’s hard for me
I tend to think that dreams aren’t real
Once I’m awake
Even ones that have me wake up
Crying
Hear my voice, O Lord,
Even when I’m not speaking
I’m sorry, I should really believe that
You will reach out to me
It’s not magic or a game
It’s your way of being perfect
I must believe
I must love
It’s just that it’s really hard today
It was hard yesterday
I don’t know about tomorrow
Help
Sometimes I don’t know what else to say
Help
C L Couch
By Carlos Delgado, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=30082359
Marta López being treated off the pitch at the Spain Handball All Star Game 2013, held in San Sebastián de los Reyes, Madrid, Spain.
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