Vigiling
I remember Maundy Thursday
As a loving day
Maybe we knew Good Friday’s coming
It’s a homely name, Maundy
I like it
I liked the quiet, burnished time in church
When had communion after dinner
In my home-like church
That was long ago, and there have been
Hard days since
Even then there were some challenges
I rose and fell
And tried to rise again
Isn’t this the life we have?
Maundy means mandatum
(sorry, teacher talks)
That is command
Because Christ gives to followers
Not a suggestion
A good idea in the feedback box
But a directive
Love one another
And I call you friends
Not bad for a Thursday
Looking toward an empty Saturday
Knowing that hope
And hopelessness must be comingled
For a time
The warmth on one day
The cold of a void the next
There might be triumph
Most would take
Small victory for more days of good life
And peaceful living
And why not
We follow as we will
Into the garden
Up the hill
To split places in the world
Underneath, as if to die
Hoping to awake
In a quiet place again
Leaving something like
A hibernation
Toward a meal with family
And our forever friends
Anathema
Catharsis
If we must have both
Well, that frightens me
Maybe you are more stalwart
I’d respect that, I’m sure
But for those of us
Even a little part part-rabbit
We treasure stillness
But the moving kind
That assures us there is day
To follow night
And a life in the light that’s good
It will happen
It might be hard at first
Maybe we fight, maybe we endure
But three days follow Thursday
Then we’ll know
We’ll know again
And for the first time
C L Couch
Sergio de Castro, detail of Jonah window for the Collegiate of Romont (Switzerland).
(image) Dominique Souse – Own work, CC BY-SA 4.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=38701105
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