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In conversation, I prefer Christopher. My mom named me after Christopher Robin, after all. In writing, I use “C L Couch” (or, more simply, “c l couch”) because the form is genderless and also frankly easier to use. I have awful writer’s cramp. I am an educator more or less retired, more or less due to disability. At present, I live in Mechanicsburg, Pennsylvania (USA). My writing here I mean to be occasional and also devotional. Either or both. The banner and profile photographs are by my friend and peer Debra Danielson. More of Debbie’s work to be enjoyed is at debradanielson.org. Thanks to each of you and both and all for coming to my blog.

monday protest

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monday protest

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get up

listen to the noise

and go

and this is how it starts

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a day

in the modern world

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no,

thank you

iI’ll stay here

in the drab place

and time

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of dark and cold

of sleep

and safety

well

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i won’t grow up

not i

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if you must leave

i’ll stay

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c l couch

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photo by eduardo mallmann on unsplash

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to pray

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to pray

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not wishful thinking

not wishes

maybe wishes

maybe where your wants

and mine

and ours

might come together as if this were

how a point of light

in the sky at night

were made

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we might accomplish this

our wishes changed

our wants intersect

so that

there is something like justice

and like mercy

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both humility

and confidence

in faith

amen

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c l couch

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Photo by Tyler Jamieson Moulton on Unsplash

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Don’t Remove This Label

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Don’t Remove This Label

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I don’t want to reason

Only secularly

But I look where I am

And listen

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In a long room

Whose beauty is beneath

Because the skin and other features

Are so poorly cared for

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Which is to say

It’s old and could be good

But isn’t good

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The noise of the world

Breaks in from above

And neither rule

Nor rent

Is cared about

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Outside is a cold and pleasant day

At least to see

I see too much

And need to invoke

The other senses so much more

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Drivers misbehave outside

Sometimes pedestrians

Though the thing about the outside noise

Is that it moves on

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And I know

There are fires

That burn acreage

In a wild and awful way

And those who fight these flames

Are often hurt

And much is lost

Famously

In fires

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And there is war I do not understand

And thank you I don’t want to

I’m sorry

But a bomb

Blasting away everything I know

And cuts away at me

By foes’ intent

I would be crazed

In every way

And to know the agency was human

Without randomness

For an agenda

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And I know that states are falling

While brave people

Stand against

The evil reasons

And the power that, created good,

Is now corrupted

And maybe has been

For a while

But in a den bares now

Its blooded teeth

Behind a guard

That operates somehow

To keep the good ones from approaching

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And I say it thus

With distance

Not that local evil

Hasn’t worked its way

Maybe the world

Learning of democracy

Is ruled by princes

After all

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I simply want a quiet day

And promise of another

I want boredom

To be my awful challenge

And in this way I’ll try

To address the rest

I really will

From here

And now

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You may decide what I am or

Most of you

Ignore me

And why not

Ignoring what

We need

To keep our naïve brand

In place

Like the labels on the furnishings

We do not tear off

Even though I doubt

The wars

Should care

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I care

Not about that

But decades into this

I care

You might care as well

And more than me

Knowing better what to protest

What to fight for

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Not to mention

I would rather be

Which makes everything more difficult

With you

Attached

Rather than against you

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C L Couch

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Photo by Thomas Dumortier on Unsplash

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Future Perfect

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Future Perfect

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What is that, Father?

The child asks,

Pointing

Like accusation

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That is a gun, the

Father says

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Over the mantel

Perched

By law

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But, observes the child,

It’s falling apart;

I can barely tell the shape

Of it

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Yes,

Father replies,

And that is the way

Of all guns now,

Now that we’ve grown

To take

Care of each other

And put the guns

Aside

And, as we have,

Reminders

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Later in the day,

Mother enters

And has news

From work:

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The assembly made the choice

At last

To take them down,

To put up other tokens,

Totems, symbols,

What have you

What have us

Instead

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And so

The gun is taken down,

Parts swept off the mantel

And

For a while

The peaceful emptiness there

Pervades

While the family

Talks

About what to put there next

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C L Couch

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Photo by Patrick Metzdorf on Unsplash

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a day like no other

(x = space)

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a day like no other

(16 March)

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we had our Ides

tomorrow is Saint Patrick’s

famous days

while

this day is ordinary

formless

without expectation

to do with what

we will

thank goodness

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it is a Lenten day

for seasons

and liturgic calculation

and it’s important

as a day in forty days

for thinking

and for faith

for faithful thinking

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but otherwise

it is alone

between two famous days

so different

that we cannot call today

a bridge

it simply is as is

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and ready

for whatever

we might

unfamously do

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C L Couch

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Photo by Adli Wahid on Unsplash

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Sometimes Agnostically Yours

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Sometimes Agnostically Yours

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God, what shall I pray

To you?

I’m sorry for my sins

And I mean that

I ask for forgiveness that

Frankly

I struggle in receiving

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I ask for daily bread

That might be

Bread

Or

Something else

I need

Pretty much right now

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And I shall wait

Probably

Pretty badly

While I wait

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Since need often

Feels punished

And faith

Is much

From an invisible God

To wait for

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And yet

Stones for bread

Is inhumane

And undivine

And so

I’ll try to anticipate

Exactly the right thing

Provided

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Sorry

Thank you

Amen

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C L Couch

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Matthew 6:9

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Photo by Dave Hoefler on Unsplash

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Tricks

(x = space)

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Tricks

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Silly rabbit

Bear of little brain

Ferdinand

Under the cork tree

Where

There are

Redolent flowers

Where Ferdinand

Redoles

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Dog flying plane

On  doghouse

Cat invested

In lasagna

The animals know

We craft

Their knowing

Franciscan-relegated

Wisdom

Preaching to birds

Who listen

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The cardinals who

Live red

The ravens who laugh

Black

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To all the lower

Creatures

Who act better

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One virtue

Per species,

Each an exemplar

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While we have

Way too many

Too complex a menagerie

Made

Of excuses

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The stolid thing

We offer

Maybe we imagine

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C L Couch

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Photo by Marco Biondi on Unsplash

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Believing God

(x = space)

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I am going away for a few days.  My family is having a wake to remember my older brother who died recently from prostate cancer (detected way too late).  I’m not sure how hotel wi-fi works or if it works or if I work with it, so I’m not sure about being in touch here while I am gone.

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Believing God

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Immortal, Invisible

How much sense

To believe in such a thing?

Like a ghost

We cannot exorcise,

Like love

We never want

To go away

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In something that made everything

And we weren’t there

That guides us if we want

But has an overarching will

At work

Regardless

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Intimate and inside

Glorious in nature

Even when

Nature is terrible

And thus

Capable of fright for a response

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We go there

And shall it come here?

A word

A choice

And we are outcast

Another word

And we are home

In a place with many mansions

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Source of fiction

And nonfiction

Belief on trial

But so go justice

And mercy

As ideas

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Is it everything that’s good

Compelling faith

And then the action?

And is God

The best of all?

The maker, sponsor

Source of everything

That lasts

That’s worth the lasting

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Life

Loss

The spark that’s there

And holding the spark

When it goes out

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Something everyone

Can get and have

Like good stories

Told well

And, well,

This is the best story

We can have

And is alive

All the time

Forever

Gladly for aye

And amen

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C L Couch

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Photo by Lucas Hoang on Unsplash

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certain hymns and verses in John are sources for allusions

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Everywhere

(x = space)

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Everywhere

(IWD 2023)

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It’s International Women’s Day

While in some parts of the world

It’s nearly over

And it’s over

I wonder what happened?

What nations adopted

Legislation

That affirms,

Almost absurdly,

The humanhood of women?

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What programs might have taken place

By groups who want

To announce

Or better yet

To shake the world

With a civil earthquake

To bring tectonic change

Into culture

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What artists and art groups gave us new ways

To see and hear

And touch the way

To change?

And what God waits

To intervene

When the threats increase and wholeness

Is defined

Only in part

For some?

Better yet, let’s intervene ourselves

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Let’s push on tyrannies

Until pushed over

And things are built

New places

And new institutions,

A world that’s femininely organized,

Which is to say

The most human

Of all worlds

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C L Couch

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Salha Khan, a Kurdish hero. Statue in Erbil. سالحە خان ١٩٣٢ – ٢٠٠١ لە هەولێر #kurdistanregion #erbil #هەولێر

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