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In conversation, I prefer Christopher. My mom named me after Christopher Robin, after all. In writing, I use “C L Couch” (or, more simply, “c l couch”) because the form is genderless and also frankly easier to use. I have awful writer’s cramp. I am an educator more or less retired, more or less due to disability. At present, I live in Mechanicsburg, Pennsylvania (USA). My writing here I mean to be occasional and also devotional. Either or both. The banner and profile photographs are by my friend and peer Debra Danielson. More of Debbie’s work to be enjoyed is at debradanielson.org. Thanks to each of you and both and all for coming to my blog.

Who Knows How to Live

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Who Knows How to Live

(not a question)

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It’s evening now,

An old movie is on TV

If there were a cat

As there has been,

She would be sleeping

Until she wakes, eats

Something, demands

Face-rubbing, then

Goes to sleep again

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C L Couch

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Photo by MILKOVÍ on Unsplash

Los Gatos Theatre, Los Gatos, United States

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For Those of Us Not Good at Praying

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For Those of Us Not Good at Praying

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Good God,

Please grant us

Clemency,

A fancy word

In church or court

For mercy

But don’t be fancy with us,

We need help, that’s all

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Simply and, well,

In miracles

There are hungry people

Many sick with disease

There is disease of mind

As well

And those who want

Their way and want

The rest of us as well

And there is evil in that,

The kind you say

In your book

Is under the sun,

Meaning every day

And most likely every hour

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So we must pray for food

(safe water)

And for freedom

A cure when your nature

Hurts us, a cure when

Others try to bring us down

In the other way

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We might be

At traffic lights, just now

Sitting in back seats of cars

With ear-pods in

Our ears

Or other things

Distracting

Sorry, we get around to this

Too late at times

Well, most of the time

(most of us)

We are not saints

Whoever they might be

We are only

People in need

Amen,

We should say amen

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C L Couch

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Photo by Kristy Kravchenko on Unsplash

Minneapolis, United States

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Storied Creatures

(x = space)

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Storied Creatures

(story people)

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Elves could come

At night

And cobble me some

Shoes;

Maybe a storied dwarf could spin

Some straw (maybe

the recyclables)

Into gold–

And since I know the name,

We’d keep

A healthy distance

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The kraken could rage at

All the red tide

In the bay;

A dragon could riddle me

For treasure

(I could offer books

in which these

serpents with wings and other vanities

appear to

good effect)

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A dryad could point out

Poison ivy

While I walk, while

A sibling naiad

Translate calls from frogs at ponds

For me, because

I’d rather be an ally than

A foe

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I’d like to know the spirits

From the stories

Even though there’s eldritch strength

With talent, which I

Could never touch

Or could be

Burned by

Since these creatures are magic

And their skills,

While we are mortal and

With what we do

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But, oh, the draw of living out

Some lifetimes

As these supernal creatures

Are supposed to live

(and if so,

then they must live

even if in tragedy of feeling

or of fate)

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But let’s say in the meantime

We tell all the stories

Though

Their foundation be–

Maybe the key to knowing them be–

Separation

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C L Couch

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Photo by Patrick Hendry on Unsplash

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2021

(x = space)

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2021

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Say the new year

With me

We’ll be allowed to have

More expectations

By then

Except for the things that got

In the way

Of righteous living

All the ploys

In my land

In Washington

(no stimulus until I get my way;

hand him the derivative

fiddle while

Rome burns)

The groups that have socked

Billions

While those who live

Day by day struggle

To maintain

xxxxx Is this the saying that

xxxxx War is good

xxxxx For the economy?

There will be a

Reckoning,

Though we’ve got better

Living to do now

Maybe in November,

Starting

Maybe next year

For those still here

And breathing well, at last

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C L Couch

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Photo by Erwan Hesry on Unsplash

Perros-Guirec, France

National Day Fireworks

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Night Is Gracious

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Night Is Gracious

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I can’t think of what

I deserve

Because I deserve nothing

Too well I understand

(with Protestants)

The wages of sin,

Not

Because I’m criminal but

Because I’m sinful,

Maybe in the way

Of all who’ve sinned and so

Deserve extinction

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But sinful state and actions

Might be

A prelude unto grace—and so

Some say there must

Be evil on the way,

And I wonder

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They don’t really go by halves,

And shadows are not evil

Evil isn’t natural

Though insistent

And when we think

The evil life is

Shadow life—they don’t combine,

Not really

Decide what you will

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Let evil sublimate for now

But shadows can delight

At night

Or teaching about night

In day

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In daylight we’ll have Parousia,

I suppose

Thought at night perhaps

We’ll celebrate,

Then rest

The rest we should have had

In Eden,

Now a rest

For all to merge

To bathe of goodness,

Leaving all distinct

Forever

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Each one a player and a part

(not the player without

an upstart part,

as Jaques laments

an irony of stasis)

In everything revealed

By light, by shade

All shades of existence

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Under the sun

(evil abrogated)

While always under stars

Belonging to night,

Where we also

Always

All belong

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C L Couch

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Photo by Tom Barrett on Unsplash

Wisconsin State Fair Park Exposition Center, West Allis, United States

Taken from the Sky Lift at the WI State Fair, August 2017

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Waves

(x = space)

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Waves

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What do I want

To say to you

That it’s a lovely day

In an eccentric way

Everything is played down

The takeover of fall

Changing tones on trees

And on the ground

Everything played down

Under a graying sky

With brighter sunlight

Coming through

From time to time

As if the wind

(I see it on the leaves)

Were pushing the clouds out

Or the sunlight in

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C L Couch

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Photo by Fineas Anton on Unsplash

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Sabbath-Worthy

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Sabbath-Worthy

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Today should be a restful day

There’s law in it

And lore

There must be allowances

For first-responding

Daily labors that utilities

And farms require,

And I hope they’re given sabbath

Time another time

Those who take care of us

So we might have time

To eat and think and play

In ways that still

Qualify as still, that is,

Sabbath-worthy

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Photo by Liset Verhaar on Unsplash

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note

And do I need to say this? (Maybe, if only for me.) Sabbath may happen on any day, as tradition or exigency requires.

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Really

(x = space)

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Really

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My wish for you

Is that you know some peace today

Even if you think

You don’t want it

Yes

I’m praying for something

You don’t want because you’d rather enjoy

Vengeance

The passion that comes

In blaming someone else

For all misfortunes

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My sibling friends

Enjoy some peace

Not that I give it though I’m asking

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You might think it’s stupid

Weak and empty

Like a promise that we

Conveniently forget

But if Blake is correct that

Energy is delight

Then

I’m going to add a step to the syllogism

And argue A equals B equals C

(equals A)

That peace is energy

Leading the better way

To the rest

Of meaningful

Always in motion

Life

With all existence

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Peace is energy is delight

Thank you

Mister Blake

Thank you

Power in prayer

Even when

Upstart offered

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C L Couch

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In The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, William Blake writes “Energy is eternal delight.”

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Photo by Aswin on Unsplash

Tivoli Gardens, København, Denmark

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Counting Days

(x = space)

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Counting Days

(days that count in pandemic time)

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You know, folks

Have a good weekend

I know there are fires

I know that in my land

The President is sick

So somewhere there are those

Discussing the Twenty-Fifth

While I imagine

He will act as if he’s tougher than disease,

Though he is not

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But we need to live

And it’s Friday afternoon

I will stop counting days

When I no longer lose

My way

            If you told me it were

            Tuesday,

            I’d be inclined

            To believe it

This should be,

As I say,

The year of doing nothing

What we need for life

Yes, fighting the fires

And retraining other violence

From nature, then,

And tragically

Of our design

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Otherwise, it should be

Science and care

Support the end of the disease

And watch out for each other

In the mean time,

Such watching out meaning

We’re busy

Feeding, sheltering,

And yes occupying

Each other

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It’s Friday afternoon

(I’m pretty sure)

Have a good weekend

Pray for the President

Pray harder

For citizens who

Did not ask for this

Pray for you

Pray for me

Praying for our aching world

Pray for peace in nature

And our designs

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C L Couch

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Photo by Keyvan Mansouri on Unsplash

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