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In conversation, I prefer Christopher. My mom named me after Christopher Robin, after all. In writing, I use “C L Couch” (or, more simply, “c l couch”) because the form is genderless and also frankly easier to use. I have awful writer’s cramp. I am an educator more or less retired, more or less due to disability. At present, I live in Mechanicsburg, Pennsylvania (USA). My writing here I mean to be occasional and also devotional. Either or both. The banner and profile photographs are by my friend and peer Debra Danielson. More of Debbie’s work to be enjoyed is at debradanielson.org. Thanks to each of you and both and all for coming to my blog.

Friends in Foxholes

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Friends in Foxholes

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And when it’s tense

There’s prayer;

When it’s calm

There is thanksgiving

It’s discipline

But of a really easy kind

No one to tell us

That we got it wrong

Not for some centuries, now

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Pray with liberality

Remember whom

We’re speaking to

It isn’t Casper

It isn’t Torquemada,

Either

We are free to speak

To someone who has heard

All of it

Maybe we don’t need to talk

And yet I think we do

It’s not a trick or catching

Of a regulation

It signals our participation

If mostly to ourselves

A genie in the story

Might not

Pull away the layers

Assuming, rather

That all humans

Are the same

And so we are

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The one or ones

We pray to knows or know it all

Yet will wait beside

To know our knowing

What we want most of all

To say

Gauging will against

Articulation

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This isn’t a trick, either;

If self-correction fails

Well, God can

Work it out

Though it goes better

With our knowing

Or really simply

Something of

A loving interest

Even badly done

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And doesn’t that sound

British in a Masterpiece sort

Of way?

Cheer-o, God will

Soldier us on

Well, maybe not

Honesty’s in many

Brogues

And attitudes, I’m sure,

Overall

And we are taken as we are

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Slight readiness is all

That’s needed for

The feast,

Though if we’ve forgotten

God will take us, anyway

For what is slight

Might be crucial,

An ill-willed sibling

War

Waiting by the altar

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But sometimes

There is surprise in grace

And anyone is

Welcome in whatever

State come to pray

To ask

Knowing without knowing

(if it comes to that)

That something wonderful

Will happen

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C L Couch

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by National Museum of the U.S. Navy – 80-G-304819, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=70725677

80-G-304819: Battle for Iwo Jima, February-March 1945. Crouching in a foxhole they share in Iwo Jima are Marine Corporal Virgil S. Burgess and his courier dog, Prince. Burgess is giving instructions to the dog which will shortly jump out of the foxhole and carry a message to another point on the battle field, February 28, 1945. U.S. Navy Photograph now in the collections of the National Archives. (2016/01/19).

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Life in Concordia (three poems)

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Life in Concordia

(three poems)

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This Day Looks Like Yesterday

(for youth)

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It takes time

To construct a day

All our rituals,

Commingling

Sometimes combatting

Expectations

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We want to get to

The interesting part

Do we know where that is?

Something better than

The dreaming was,

Than waking up

All warm, relaxed

From a night mood that

Finally worked out

Enough to give us rest

Or, as they say,

A facsimile thereof

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Now we’re awake

Maybe it’s breakfast

Maybe it’s what we will wear

Maybe it’s when we

Throw water

On our faces,

All the other parts

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To face the fact that waking up

Is here to stay

There should be something good

Maybe in a book—yes,

The touchpad kind

Maybe in what we say

To other people

For real, mostly

In the hallway

At the table

Finally, on line

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Have you been to

A farmer’s market?

You can smell the fresh

Maybe that’s what

The day deserves

Some fresh

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Joe the Fire

(for grumps)

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Here’s the problem with

Mister Coffee

I’m sure Ms Tea has it right

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The clock never worked

Forget the programming for

Coffee when I want

There is a tone

To signal that the coffee’s done

It only works at the wrong

Time

A beep that tells me

It’s alive

I can respect that signal

From a machine

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It sputters as I understand

Old cars used to do,

Which is all right

Sometimes I am an old car

You know, I couldn’t read the numbers

Anyway

They’re all in gray

The numbers on the cups

Are hard to read

There’s an angle when I hold the pot

That likes to spill

And I haven’t had my protractor at the time

To suss that number out

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Then the coffee holder likes to spit

Hot water on the plate,

Which makes me think I’m blamed

For doing something wrong

Sigh

I’m on my third machine, I think

I’ll be ordering another

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Maybe it’s masochism

I think it’s that I know my devil

And at last I have some coffee

Nearly every morning

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Now,

Here’s the thing about the toaster

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[title inspired by the song “Maria” from Paint Your Wagon]

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Thinking Like Dawn

(for everyone)

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There is a reason

For the rising

I’m not sure I know

What it is each morning

Or whenever anyone

Might rise

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For me, autumn is enough

Though that leaves

Three quarters of a year

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When I have the TV on,

Sometimes I think

White teeth must be enough

While I wash mine

With sour grapes

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I think for many more

It is faith in something

Morning itself

The sun that graces sky

Another time

Or the moon coursing at night

With stars for its veil

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Yes, certainly it might be God

However God is known

As long as we keep

Pulling at the mask

The devil bears in disguise,

            Which is not hard

            Don’t let a gnostic

            Sell you in a book

            A program

            An ego

            In a meal

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God is a circle

That, as is sung,

Will not be broken

We miss a note

We miss a step

And that’s all right

An error is an error

Things can be fixed

There is repentance

And then reconciliation

To bring us back

Or, better, move us on

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I don’t think there’s harm

In believing in each other

In finding reason

So appealing

Or impulse or instinct

As a guide

There are ways to follow

And, when called,

Ways to lead

Remembering that virtue

Might be old

But isn’t dead

While the community has need

Then, like Cincinnatus,

Returning

To the farm

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Join

Reunite

Or for the first time, gather in

The Earth is reason

And a system

Showing us that organic and inorganic

Have a way

Veins in leaves and

Human capillaries

Wind and rain

And synapse firing

We belong together

Chastising greed where we must

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Celebrating into night

And day

Resting when we might

To rise

To have it all again

New days, always new

Like a hobbit’s birthday

Receive

And give the gift

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C L Couch

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photo by Steve Johnson on Unsplash

small painting (part of a larger project)

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We’re Sorry, Monday Morning

(x = space)

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We’re Sorry, Monday Morning

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I have some toast

I’ll have some coffee soon

And there’s nothing like cold water

To begin it all

Libation and consumption

Lead to liberation

(with les jeu de mots)

We need water

Mine goes through filters

Because we cannot drink what

We have ruined, only

Stave against pollution

Does anyone on Earth

Or above the Earth

(the ETs who are watching)

Think we are lunatics,

Invested of the moon

In an invented way?

And what can we do?

Fix all the water

Apologize to Earth

Tell Gaia that

We won’t do it again

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Itto Ogami, CC BY 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=53127564

Piazza del Campo!

(Fonte Gaia, Siena)

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Keeping Hours

(x = space)

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Keeping Hours

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Devotion is a yearly task

Admiring the seasons

The reason that it works, I think,

Is that there’s love inside

And another thing

Is that it’s shared

You might not be in the room

With me, but I know that

Somehow you are there

With the presence

That arcs over us

The time, the candle flame

Adapted for occasion

The page that holds

Eternal words and worlds

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C L Couch

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Photo by Priscilla Du Preez on Unsplash

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Blessings

(x = space)

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Blessings

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God is good

We say this

I think more people have more

Ways to say that

God is great

Maybe that sounds too much

Like a battle cry, so

USA suburbanites say

At grace

That God is good

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We like the notion of

God as our friend

And God is our friend

Jesus has said so

Maybe those with God

But without God as a person

See this attitude

As thankless

Even while we’re thanking God

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We lack perspective of

The God who leads us into

War or will take us to

A majestic place called paradise

When our impersonal

Services are done

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It’s hard for us

With God as a person

And a friend

To think about torn flesh

In crucifixion,

Muscles pushing the lungs

To breathe

Blood flowing everywhere

And visceral humiliation

But this is what we did to God

Don’t try to place it on a group

We all took part

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God our friend

Jesus whom we love

We killed him

And forgot the resurrection

Buried him away

And felt satisfied with that

Or mourned

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So desiccated doctrine

That while hiding

Satisfied or scared

We wouldn’t take a drink of news

That it was not all over

Never had been

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The women and a man

Were first witnesses then heralds

Met with skepticism

Most likely scoffs

Maybe cursing

Sanhedrin and the Romans would

Have strategized

Large human spiders among webs

While closer disciples

Struggled (badly) to perceive

To understand the words

That spoke to sights and sounds

And all sensations

From the encounters at the rounded

Tomb of Joseph

Whose first resident was gone

An absurdity, if not a crime

Of action

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Our rabbi

Our teacher and our friend

By his own words three nights ago

Has been taken

That’s the best disciples’ thoughts could do

Modern minds would have done no better

Except to maybe add a layer of

Arrogance to it

Because in the here and now

We know better

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Well, there was a disappearance

Then the appearing happened

God with us again

Immanuel

Where had God gone?

Nowhere in particular

Maybe to harrow hell

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God with us again

And, by the way,

Is God

Majestic and inventive

Fear and love beholden

From souls and minds

And anything that moves in us

That breathes

That has being

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C L Couch

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Photo by Jametlene Reskp on Unsplash

Harissa, Lebanon

Tomb

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Dear Next Page

(x = space)

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Dear Next Page

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This isn’t a diary

Dear Poem

Or what have you

Diaries are for

Confessions

Apologies in the old-fashioned way

As in explanations

Defensive explanations

And wishes

Wishes maybe

For the world to change

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I keep a journal,

Which in the definitive way

Is dull

Why do I think the way I do? is

Taken on

And why is there breath

Or anything

But here’s the thing,

There I often write about

The way I feel

Not asking why I feel this way,

Simply saying

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Maybe it is a diary, after all,

In the tradition of

A lock and key

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I have a password

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C L Couch

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Photo by Drahomír Posteby-Mach on Unsplash

Trollenäs 104, 241 92 Eslöv, Sweden, Trollenäs

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Treasure

(small x by itself = space)

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Treasure

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A tower in a forest

I’ve never come upon one

The tower

Maybe not a forest

There are woods around

But old-growth trees,

Wide trunks

Branches that go the distance

Tangling with sunshine?

It’s old magic, really

That I’m looking for

Maybe in a crystal cave

That better have tall windows

Or on a ship

Over a rounded sea

The only way to get

To the X island

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There can be new magic

Bright and shiny

But sometimes burnished gold

Has all the answers

With a reason

For discovery

The old informs the new

And we are reminded why

The treasure hunt’s important

Everyone should seek something

With an impulse,

Suspended between

Heart and brain

On strings that play of life

And invitation

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Photo by Nathan Anderson on Unsplash

Silverthorne, United States

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The Nightmare Merchant

(x = space–and the expletive thought I have for the new WP editor)

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The Nightmare Merchant

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I don’t like yelling

At people in my sleep

I wake up

Remembering

Feel the anger

And the uselessness

Wanting to fix things

By the light of day

I’m working out things,

I guess

Letting my subconscious

Wander freely, too freely

Maybe

I wake up with a headache

Worse than usual

With no revelation,

Either

Wondering why revel

Is in revelation

There certainly had been no party

While I slept

And dreamed bad dreams

The last dream to remember

While I’m awake today

Between the sub- and the con-,

I’ll be working on it

Still

Half-part wanting to repair

Everything,

Half-part wishing that,

Like Bartleby,

I’d really rather not

Or like Bartleby

Deal in nightmares

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Imagine my surprise, nay, my consternation, when without moving from his privacy, Bartleby in a singularly mild, firm voice, replied, “I would prefer not to.”

https://www.gutenberg.org/cache/epub/11231/pg11231-images.html

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Photo by Timothy Muza on Unsplash

Iceland

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Novitiate

(x = space)

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Novitiate

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I should say something

It’s what I do

What I’ve done

For a thousand days

I’d call it discipline

Except it doesn’t feel that way

I’d call it delight

Except I rarely feel anything

Like giddy

Anymore, it’s simply

What I do

It’s ritualized, a secular

Devotion

No orthodoxy yet,

Which tends to mean oppression

This was

Established out of freedom

As a means for physical recovery

I guess it’s working

I’m still here

Now so are you

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C L Couch

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bougie dans la neige

Photo by Siora Photography on Unsplash

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