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In conversation, I prefer Christopher. My mom named me after Christopher Robin, after all. In writing, I use “C L Couch” (or, more simply, “c l couch”) because the form is genderless and also frankly easier to use. I have awful writer’s cramp. I am an educator more or less retired, more or less due to disability. At present, I live in Mechanicsburg, Pennsylvania (USA). My writing here I mean to be occasional and also devotional. Either or both. The banner and profile photographs are by my friend and peer Debra Danielson. More of Debbie’s work to be enjoyed is at debradanielson.org. Thanks to each of you and both and all for coming to my blog.

The Funeral of George Floyd

The Funeral of George Floyd

 

I knew a man

Named Jerry who

After a funeral said,

I look at it this way

He’s gone

And I’m still here

His wife tried to shoosh

Him, though I suppose

There was truth in

What he said,

If not the saying of it

 

He’s gone

And we’re still here

Prayers to heaven might

Release him into

Further bliss, so some

Doctrines say

We can do that here for him

 

But all the rest

Is us for us

To take part in a life after

The fact, the death

Of all we could have known

We’ll acknowledge

Even celebrate

Laugh a little

Wish we could laugh a lot

We’re no good at this

 

There is an expression

To choke the life out of it

A program

Or a promise or a pledge

To take it literally

Upon a person

Outside of stagey melodrama

A Darth-Vader move

Is never having been sublime

But move the

Ridiculous to an absurdity

Of evil

 

Might we be

Angry at a funeral?

I think we might

But be sad first

Make crying space

For tears and any keening

Let him go

And never let him go

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by William Rouse on Unsplash

 

Painting by Numbers

Painting by Numbers

(pandemicism)

 

I’m unsure what to say about

Those who die today

Saluting nothing

No cause but the spread of a disease

We will number them

We’ll try

Then we’ll try to

Turn them into issues

On platforms

Of lies,

Of anything but names and

All the parts

Of lives

That some carried

And bear now

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Pierre Bamin on Unsplash

 

Call to Worship, Invocation

Call to Worship, Invocation

 

Good morning

It is good we’re here

To worship God

A day that God has made

And placed us in

And we are here

Not all of us

Not all of us within us

Our better hearts or minds

But it is a hard time, you know

You know

There is illness

That has taken us

That we’ve fended off

By sheltering,

Those who can

There are fires across the nation

We’ve been burned

Assaulted, robbed

Hurt in inside places

Where the wounding is

Harder to bear

Everything

And how we’re here is mixed

Some met in the distanced room

More with a technical

Connection

How shall we worship you today,

Across imagined wires

Or separations where we sit

When we are, in fact,

So many parts?

God understands

Our attitudes,

Who better

Who better to forgive

And with perfection

God takes us, one by one

Now altogether

In our twos and threes

Or larger groups,

Unified by unreason

Since we cannot shake each other’s

Hands, which is hard for

The Presbyterians to order

 

Welcome us,

Our presence into you

This time

And always, when it’s harder

In the challenges come after

We worship you

And if we don’t know how,

Write us notes in the sky

Or scratch a gospel in the ground

Or help us with what we have

We’ll try to do our best

Finding humility to face you

A cessation of agendas

We’ll speak

But, O Lord, righteous Lord

And all perfection,

Help us listen

 

Selah

Amen

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Daniele Levis Pelusi on Unsplash

 

The News

The News

(for those for whom there’s something new)

 

Are the fires out?

Where are new ones rising?

We could say vigilance

But not, I think, so much

Against our own

It is democracy, still

When there are good decisions

Made (listen,

politicians)

And we should listen to

Our neighbors

Excusing ourselves not

To talk so much

 

There is freedom

To be rung

If all the bells are silent,

Now

There is a time to mourn

A time to repair

A time to do things better

And to celebrate

Memory is fine

Remember them

Who died, and we

Are here

 

We have the present to repair

With children to look after

Teens to slide into involvement

Or-and they’ll do it,

Anyway

And should—though they

Should also be allowed to

Adolesce

That’s natural

 

Do you camp

And leave it better than you found?

Try doing that with Earth

And all the parts we tread

And take

There is a future

Or there better be

 

Earth-crimes against children

You don’t think the cosmos

Is keeping track?

It is,

And before there’s heaven

With a judgment,

There will be accounting

From all things behind the sky

A reckoning for all

Materials lost,

Lives wasted by other lives,

A universe securing

All there is

From what we had

From what we thought we owned

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Mike Marrah on Unsplash

 

I can’t breathe

She shares with us how it is, and I hope she is persisting.

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I wonder is racism okay, until it doesn’t kill someone?

Is it okay if it just makes you cry at 3 a.m because you felt so ugly and humiliated as anyone refused to sit next to you because they find you appalling because of your complexion and don’t find you enough to be friends with?

Is it okay if it just makes you question about your worth day in and out?

Is it okay if it gets you removed outta a play because the heroine needs to fair and lovely and not dusky and ugly?

Is it okay if the lead actress for a dusky character had to get herself painted so that she can look dusky enough because either the industry doesn’t have enough dusky heroines or they prefer a fair-skinned over the one who actually is dusky, defying the whole purpose of the film?

I wonder is it…

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Episodic

 

A Christmas show

Is on TV

I’m not sure how I found it

Usually, TV is background noise

For my tinnitus

So I may concentrate

On something else

Christmas at the start of June

Well, why not

There is no pressure,

Certainly

No shopping list or

Finding ways to keep up decorations

Six more months

Plenty of time

To forget there is a list

Or lights or fasteners

Once, I heard advice

From a priest

Who in his preaching said

Leave something up from Christmas

One thing

It will drive your neighbors crazy

Well, it’s not Christmas

I have nothing up or under

This is this accident of broadcasting

For an hour,

Then everything resumes

Sixty minutes, red and green

In my culture

You might have Père Noël

Or Father C

Or Sinterklaas

Or a name with a persona

I have yet to learn

I’d better say Merry Christmas now

The episode is ending

I said it

I hope you heard

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Andy Holmes on Unsplash

Chatham, Kent, United Kingdom

 

Check, Please

Check, Please

 

It’s a lovely day outside

The sky could be a little bluer

I’ll have to ask when

Ordering tomorrow

And you, what would you like?

Maybe some rain

For thirsty fauna

Or something zephyrous,

A blessing in a breeze

And since it’s you, I’m happy

To be countermanded

Order what you

Think is best

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Aaron Burden on Unsplash

Fenton, Michigan, United States

 

Earthwise

Earthwise

 

God, it seems

You’re quiet

While outside there’s noise

The promise of a storm

 

You could be speaking through

The storm, I guess

I’ve never known you that way

Though there are limits

On my listening

 

Maybe if I were shaman-wise

I’d understand your language

In the trees

And through the rain

And if the thunder means

You’re angry or

You’re sad or making declarations

Or nothing of the sort

Since I’m sure

The flowers speak as well

As all things

On their own

 

You split the sky

The earth rises

Smaller creatures scurry

They know where

 

We’re here, and

We don’t understand

All that would be given

If we didn’t try

To take it first

 

God, this is

A prayer

For peace among ourselves

So we might get

The message sent

That everything and

Everyone has voice

Especially the quiet

 

And with our senses

And with more

We might receive the word

That starts

The universe

And also

Brings us home together

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Glenna Hopper on Unsplash

Isle of Sky

 

We’re Having a Day

We’re Having a Day

(as they say in midwestern parts of the USA)

 

I’m having a good moment

Because exhaustion has caught up

With me,

And I slept through the dewy

Then the sunlit parts of morning

 

It’s hazy outside

Later on, there might be rain

I washed some dishes, dried a few,

Left the rest in the rack

(to dry, not to be tortured)

Made some tea, warmed up

A couple rolls,

Broke free a banana

Now I’m here

Breakfast and writing, though it’s

Shortly after one o’clock

I’m here

Where are you?

How has your day been so far?

Good day, I hope

We each need one

 

I think of all the spots on fire

Burning into hatred

And simple, dangerous

Needless larceny

(but for those who lose

and shouldn’t have to)

There are the other fires, woodland

And volcanoes

 

There are small hatreds, too

No one in my building

Likes each other,

And I don’t know how

To reconcile the importance of

My problems

Against those in bigger cities,

Wilder places

 

But we’re all here

I think there must be a reason

It used to be that people

Would drop by

In southern places

I don’t know if that still

Goes on,

Though there can be charm

And even balm

In this

 

All the hatred that’s incited—in

Part, I blame the leadership

Large part

Yes, the thing that’s in the

White House

And its cronies

Another league of hatred turned to

Disgust for power, inhabiting

The Congress

You know, a vampire smile

Doesn’t hide the fact

That you’re a vampire

 

And those lurking behind,

Around

Who rake in ever-sordid

Kinds of profit

You know who you are

Though the last thing you desire

Is the light of day as well

 

What do my small problems

Have to do with these?

I think it’s that

Most of us simply want to live

Have our babies

Keep a home

Go to church or

Temple when we should

Look at those we do not know

And wonder who they are

Only in idle ways

Until by surprise or small design

We meet them

Not so bad, we’ll baldly say

To ourselves and our companions,

While the neighborhood grows

In kinship

A little, as is said, at a time

 

It’s what we want

A life

We’ll work for it

But all the subterfuge from

All the kinds of hell

We can do without

Take it from us, please

Maybe we can vote it

Out of office

Though I think something more

Is called for

To quiet my third-floor neighbor

To extinguish flames of anarchy

(ridiculous, they say, and sublime)

To find another way than

By looking at and by praising anger as

A tone and an intent

For the nation

 

We need the superheroes

Justice League

Justice Society

Avengers, reassemble

But then we can’t have these

Though we can have the comics

And the movies

And the CW

We can have heroics on the upside

And the inside

But I’m afraid we’ll have to be

Our Thors

Our Wonder Women

Even the Watchmen (Watch People)

On the outside

A new assembly

Maybe based on old heroics

With some rules, some standards

That we find in ancient literature,

Stories retold

Many of us hear them once a week

(though if your leaders are yelling

there, go somewhere else)

 

I’m done for now

While some of you

Dear ones

Saving ones

Are only starting

 

C L Couch

 

 

Photo by Donovan Valdivia on Unsplash

 

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