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the deep

(x = space)

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the deep

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and God

I know you’re here

you’re always here

thank goodness

in

the quiet

and noise

sometimes the shame

or simply the embarrassment

in doubt

in pride

in vanity

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I learned

no height

or pit

no place

either

where you are

are not

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you’ll find me

where I am

and as I am

not so much

because of me

but because

of who you are

the spirit

and the way

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life

direction

comfort in the cold

shade in heat

clearness

when in doubt

identity

when everything

inside is lost

and no one knows

the goodness

in creation

or the facts

of the next day

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you are there

you are here

we have a chance

and better

roll the dice

palm the token

‘round the neck

or in the pocket

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they are not needed

but we like

our things

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comfort in the cold

shade when it is hot

water

when it’s necessary

and all the rest

while

we are here

in dreams

or vanity of waking

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no height

or depth

so far

we do not know you

or you don’t reach

to take us

anyway

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c l couch

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“There is no pit so deep God’s love is not deeper still.“

Betsie ten Boom to Corrie

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photo by Eric Muhr on Unsplash

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Twilight Narrative

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Twilight Narrative

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Long dream this morning

The kind when I wake

Then fall asleep again

About Bill

We took a trip together

Which we had never done

Some kind of blazing thing

A celebration of

The Midwest

Though we knew each other

In school

In the East

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I got mad

And sad

Because I wanted to talk

With Bill about something

Happening to me

That I didn’t like my life

In Harrisburg

Wanting to say so

Wanting encouragement

Even advice

And he’d said nothing

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I challenged him on that

A while later

(long dream)

And we got nowhere with it

We could perform

But we could not talk

Not for real

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I woke up, realizing that

Bill would not go on another

Trip with me

And that was doubly frustrating

Mad

And sad

And then I remembered

That Bill

Had died

A brief while ago

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My college roommate gone

With earthly friendship

Following

And I am sad

And sad

And sad

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C L Couch

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Photo by Pawel Czerwinski on Unsplash

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Bill liked root beer, Dad’s; root beer is brown and dreams are wavy

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