practical peace
because
we won’t have peace naively
or stupidly
it must be practical
to be lasting
needs
wants
hopes
desires
visions
futures
should be secured
or all the awful
bloody
tiresome effort
will be wasted
good words
define
a map
could help
actions will prove
peace right
that we deserve it
and should have it
starting
with the victims
made before
we got to this
august place
and really mean it
by defining
by mapping
by our doing
it
the peace
we practice
everywhere
this time
C L Couch
photo in Berlin, Germany
by Norbert Braun on Unsplash
(x = space)
x
x
By Gosh
x
God
Sorry
God
You’re not sorry
In this way
I am
And I presume upon
Your
Intimateness
I seek your pardon and
Too often act
Assuming it
x
There is your mercy
For intention
And grace
For your means
And these are bestowed
Free of us
Our institutions
Our intentions
All of them
x
What we might do
Or think
And shall you always love us
Yes
You will
We are nothing new
And always new
Oldly
And newly
You forgive us
Even direct us away
And it helps
When we cooperate
x
Forgive us now
Forgive me now
Your will be done
And all or ours
Somehow
Beyond our doctrine
And the statements of our creeds
We need them
They compass-point us
We need you more
Who are
The magnetism
Earth and sky
And everything
That follows you
For being made
And not for looking
For you
For they know
You’re there
And frankly
You are here
x
We have to know
We have the will
That took us out of Eden
In the way
Of will
As we shall have it
And while the evidence
Mortally is lousy
Still
We come to believe
With everything
We are
x
Wow
A paradox of understanding
And enactment
Fortunately
There are the words
And there is revelation
In the words
And truth worth following
Unto the last
x
But wishing
Wishing
We could have more
We could meet you
And you’d take us
Hand in hand
As metaphor
More like cell to cell
For real
x
What is real
What is truth
You are both
You give us both
And more
And should we be
Grateful
x
For all we know
And must sigh into
What we don’t
And let that be all right
It is faith
After all
By definition
And by will
x
And how do you want us
But by will
Without the concrete obligations
In our love
But our love
With the best evidence we have
Or more important
Anyway
x
C L Couch
x
x
Photo by TopSphere Media on Unsplash
x
(x = space)
x
x
Don’t Listen
x
I’m sad is all
And maybe I may say
Who wouldn’t be
It’s raining
There are feet of snow
Out west
And that’s dangerous
x
In the south
There were tornados in the night
Can you imagine?
Too many don’t have to
You wouldn’t see it
You hear the train
If you can hear
The sounds of what you know
Changed into splinters
Horrifying
x
You might go dark
Deeper in, that is
Or might be missed
(tornados leap this way)
Or under things
That fell
But living
Needing to be found
x
And a factory nearby
Exploded of all things
Also last night
And people inside
Sorry
Some were killed
Others hurt
And people missing
While searchers search
Press conferences are held
Because
They have to be
x
Another factory
Not so far off
Went this way
Some days ago
I don’t think
It’s a conspiracy
But these destructive
And frightening
Severities
Must be taken seriously
x
Last night’s inferno
Costing
Families
The ones torn up
For good
And those in the community
Losing, too
x
You see,
The people in this factory
Made candy
Of all things
In fact for decades
And should have been
With all the chocolate offerings
Just in time for Easter
x
Now associations
Snow-driven winter
Romantic Southern nights
Anticipation of confections
Well,
The fears will have to go somewhere
Coping mechanisms
Mechanized
(as in ready to go)
Let hope
Like grace doctrinally
Abound
x
So I’m sad
Maybe I don’t know how
To take it in
To breathe vicarious
In addition to my
Own intake
For, well,
My own
Somewhat depressed
I deal in this
And have had counseling
And medication
x
The day’s been gray
With rain
Not life-threatening here
Persistent
Cold and dull
Is all
And enervating
x
I thought about errands
And such
Then thought better
Thinking it better
Or maybe better would have been
To go out
Get wet
Do something
x
C L Couch
x
x
Photo by Peter Jan Rijpkema on Unsplash
x
(x = space)
x
x
Three-Syllables Agape or Two-Syllables Agape
x
Sigh
And what does love way
After all the vituperation
All the blame-casting
All the metaphoric bile
In the hate we bear?
x
I don’t know
That we should care for ourselves
And each other
That if we loved God first
Everything else would work
Respecting those who don’t believe
There are good atheists
And good agnostics
Who treat believers
As a crazed minority
And to look at the evidence
Have a case
x
But it’s sin, I guess
From within and without
Our choices, the choices of others
Choose to love
Choose to hate
And who cannot be struck
Without saying OW
That’s natural
It’s impulsive
And deserved
Though it’s not the end
It does not have to rush
To blame and retribution
x
Take a moment
Choose something like a star
Stay inspired through the hurt,
Which is not masochism
But allowing thought
And heart to keep a hold
From everything turned over
Into the nether realms
Of rusting feeling
Gnawing hate
x
Give peace a chance
Can’t we all get along?
It must be so much better
Than saws
And satire
The darkness follows light
Then there’s more light
Illumination
We are better than our hurts
Better than vile agenda
We could make agenda brilliant
And ambition
And profit
And plans
And when there’s a crash
Of accident
Or wills
We could act as EMTs
And then allow a moment
To reconnoiter
And to reckon
How to heal a rending world
Bring it back
To one whole thing
x
Yes, I mean the war
And wars everywhere
But I also mean the virus
We forget
Unless we’re sick
Or around
Those who are sick
And inflation
And corruption
We can do better
To keep the world from burning
We must
x
I should end on a note of love
A song of peace
Measured by hope
But there are questions
To be answered, first
That we must put to each other
Questions
And answers
Reactions and worked-out actions
A process for our accountable part
Of the universe
Yes, that much
x
C L Couch
x
x
“Choose Something like a Star“
Robert Frost
. . .
So when at times the mob is swayed
To carry praise or blame too far,
We may choose something like a star
To stay our minds on and be staid.
x
Photo by Aldebaran S on Unsplash
x
Wilderness for Real
(before the angels or the promised land)
So what happens
In the wilderness?
We think more about its passing
Forty days in the wilderness
Forty years wandering
The desert
How were they led
Without any leading?
There was no direction but
Not to find the way
One day in a wilderness
Without means except
What might fall out of the sky
Stone into bread
Water from rocks, that is
And are we to live by miracle
For many days?
The holes inside of desert walls
Holes within holes
Drive in a couple pegs
To make a shelf
This life was considered wisdom?
There must have been
The company of food
If not of people bringing it
Water must have gotten there
Somehow,
Meaning wisdom must be patronized
Sponsors for each hermit
If not a dining hall
Is a hermitage allowed community?
Is there companionship
Inside the wilderness?
Who would be alone
To hear only the heart
Wait for nerve flashes
To shine behind the eye,
This is loneliness enough
The creator hasn’t left
Each one is not a pocket watch
Inside a deist vest
There is loneliness in wilderness
Underneath there is companionship
Something we feel
Less than God
But more than ego-censorship
Affords in crowds
Magnets are not good for us
They draw us without thinking
When we can get away
Or accept it, anyway
Because it happens
Something in us owns
The time, the chance
To say, this feels like home for now
I’ll stay here while I can
Even as a long-withheld surprise
I’ll learn
Employ some craft
Commune
It shouldn’t last forever
Then I get to return
Maybe encounter you
Before returning,
All changed
C L Couch
Photo by Arto Marttinen on Unsplash
Devotion
The cult of Mary rose
Because chivalry needed an aim
And the grail was not enough
A lifestyle was needed
A reason for the knight to rise, go
After dragons every day
In every breath a reason
That became the lady
It could have been a good thing, I suppose
Maybe was
Maybe some curtailing of violence happened
But she became an object, still
Mary and all women
Something to adore, perhaps
Something to report to,
Still a thing
If women could be knights
And, who knows, they might have been
They might have taken it up with her
A real reason, real cause
Not dragons but equality
Real beasts to slay
A crusade not against western Asia
But with one’s own country
Until one’s own had real faith
In strength
And in conviction
The kind that makes sense out of armor
That gives a blade a reason
To be shined and ready
Humanity
Divinity
Belief in everything that shines
And lasts
C L Couch
The 12th and 13th centuries saw an extraordinary growth of the cult of the Virgin in Western Europe, inspired in part by the writings of theologians such as Bernard of Clairvaux. The movement found its grandest expression in the French cathedrals, often dedicated to “Our Lady”, such as Notre-Dame de Paris and Notre-Dame de Bayeux among others.[70] Walsingham and other places of Marian pilgrimage developed large popular followings. At the height of the pilgrimage movement in the 11th and 12th centuries, hundreds of people were traveling almost constantly from one Marian shrine to the next.[71]
70 Department of Medieval Art and The Cloisters. “The Cult of the Virgin Mary in the Middle Ages”. The Metropolitan Museum of Art.
71 Renaissance and Reformation by William Roscoe Estep 1986 ISBN 0-8028-0050-5, page 7.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Veneration_of_Mary_in_the_Catholic_Church
Joan of Arc (French: Jeanne d’Arc[3][4] pronounced [ʒan daʁk]; c. 1412 – 30 May 1431),[5] nicknamed “The Maid of Orléans” (French: La Pucelle d’Orléans), is considered a heroine of France for her role during the Lancastrian phase of the Hundred Years’ War, and was canonized as a Roman Catholic saint.
3 Her name was written in a variety of ways, particularly before the mid-19th century. See Pernoud and Clin, pp. 220–21. Her signature appears as “Jehanne” (see www.stjoan-center.com/Album/, parts 47 and 49; it is also noted in Pernoud and Clin).
4 In archaic form, Jehanne Darc (Pernoud Clin 1998, pp. 220–221), but also Tarc, Daly or Day (Contamine Bouzy Hélary 2012 pp. 511; 517-519).
5 An exact date of birth (6 January, without mention of the year), is uniquely indicated by Perceval de Boulainvilliers, councillor of king Charles VII, in a letter to the duke of Milan. . . .
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joan_of_Arc
after Marie d’Orléans – Eglise de Saint-Pair-sur-mer
Prokofiev – Own work, CC BY-SA 4.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=74909310
If God Then God, If Not
If God is good
Why is the world so bad?
This is not a child’s question
Only in simplicity
And it has taken faith from many
Over time
There will be some number today
There are two things, as is
God and the world
And while we eschew puppetry
We take it right in judging
God by what we do in freedom
Nature’s indifference
I can chalk up to a fallen world
That fell with us
Depravity a Calvinist discretion,
How widespread
(the narrator had it slice through Jupiter
Out of the Silent Planet)
So it’s the need to fall
The interest to
That is decided
Have faith because
The world is falling
Henny Penny, Chicken Little
All the birds that find they cannot fly
By nature or by nurture
(Chomsky, Skinner)
Or by how thick the sky
Has become
We are not the world
And we are
We take it with us
Into our decisions
Which is to say are we at the root of evil
More than the devil?
I don’t know
I cannot notebook hell
But we are pretty bad
And can be pretty good
And, if to be allowed
Either say or way,
Then discretion is not valor but
Needful as air
We don’t make heaven or of hell
But I think we can contribute
And each essence must matter
While we do
Come home to one or the other
The invitations must be that dire
Life must be that real
Real choices
We know
Real consequences
Choose faith
Sometimes in something
Or release it
Take something or walk on
Must be breathing as an option and
Have muscles
No excuses but our own
C L Couch
Photo by Paul Carroll on Unsplash
A Response to “Cleon” by Robert Browning
(which has stuck with me for years)
Yon swimmer is an ode
Cleon says so
I paraphrase
To Proteus or something in authority
A tyrant in the Classical sense
A tyrant who knows virtue
They had those back then
And a patron
To the speaker of the poem
The writer of a letter
That does not hesitate to compliment
But also makes the case
For what is true
In your tyranny, perhaps
Argues Cleon
You might be missing something
When you elevate my art
Not that I don’t mind the support
Artists need that
But in understanding why the art is there
To tell you in itself
That life is better
Our art records and re-expresses
Interprets who we are and what we do
But the actions so much better
All the attributes that make us
They are real
Poets know this
Beyond an abstract exercise
So we will write
Sculpt words on paper
Into pieces that might find you
Whole, more whole for this
While replacing nothing
Enhancement, we hope
Greater clarity
A lesson, if we must
Learning in other ways
To trust
I recall because it comes to me,
Now and then
Having looked up nothing for a while
(the swimmer is a rower,
and Proteus is Protus
while English majors smoosh words to pass
the comprehensive)
But the epistle goes on meaning much
To me
I try to keep it real
Real enough,
As Cleon’s maker trusts
The last apostle who wrote letters
To the faithful
C L Couch
(from) “Cleon,” Robert Browning
. . .
The many years of pain that taught me art!
Indeed, to know is something, and to prove
How all this beauty might be enjoyed, is more:
But, knowing nought, to enjoy is something too.
Yon rower, with the moulded muscles there,
Lowering the sail, is nearer it than I.
I can write love-odes: thy fair slave’s an ode.
I get to sing of love, when grown too grey
For being beloved: she turns to that young man,
The muscles all a-ripple on his back.
I know the joy of kingship: well, thou art king!
. . .
I cannot tell thy messenger aright
Where to deliver what he bears of thine
To one called Paulus; we have heard his fame
. . .
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/43749/cleon
https://www.public-domain-poetry.com/robert-browning/cleon-6646
(two places easily to find the poem)
Puerto Marina, Benalmádena, Spain
Momentos antes del inicio del Triatlón de Benalmádena.
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