myth took
they
(ubiquitous)
say
someone cannot live inside a fish
for three days
fish
don’t accommodate that way
and
generally
I’d think so
but then there’s Leviathan
who other than big and monstrous is
not given dimensions
or
other aspects
so who knows
maybe myth can do
pretty much anything with anyone
and by
myth I mean
ancient getting at big truth
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photo by Dimmis Vart on Unsplash
2 poems about thoughts and feelings post-election
About Electing Lies
Well
I am disappointed
So I guess
If I’m convicted of
Many crimes
And I’ve committed fraud
And broken promises
In marriage
And other relationships
So that
In fact
I break faith with everyone
And if I do not pay my bills
And if I want
To accuse people I’m afraid of
Of everything that isn’t
True
If I make a style
In fact
Of lying
And don’t pay my bills
And
By the way
I take everything that’s wrong with me
And say it is another’s
And not me
Though
It is
All I have to do
To get away with
All of it
Is to run for President
And get billionaires
To buy my way
For
Their own
Agendas
The same folk who
By the way
Won’t welcome
Me at
Table
Otherwise
It’s 17 June 1972
Another
Day the music died
And what we learned but that
We cannot
Trust the government
And should stay away from
All such things
And have
So much easier living
Through
Indifference
The Topsy-Turvy that Has No Playfulness in Topsy-Turvy
There are those
Who learn about the Holocaust
And take notes from
The evil side
So that the lie might be acknowledged
That some good things
Happened
Then
In Germany
Not
To say we can’t be academic
Though the filter must be moral
Or we are pursuing nothing
Human
Or has a place
On righteous Earth
We should be
Rhetorical
Understanding something of
Our honest discourse
With each other
And
We should study flaws in that
Tradition
You know
Straw people
Post hoc propter hoc
Gilding the lily
Though
Again
The point is not
To strategize to use the flaws
To dupe each other
Though
Some will
It’s
Sad to know
And one more thing
That should be
And that isn’t
Is that
Politics
Means good government
You know
The pursuit of by the people
And yet
Like taking notes
From the wrong side
And
Going for the
Discourse flaws
Not
To mention
Spewing accusations
In
A puerile attempt
To escape one’s
Own
The codes we could live by
Like good governance
And topsy-
Turvy
Fun on Ferris wheels
But good and evil upside-
Down to try
For ways to live
Simply act against
The deeper
And the shallower things we
Really know
Those presuming leadership who
Act against all virtue
And all wisdom
Though
Might
Try hollowly
Merely to use the worlds
Invite the citizenries
And
Congregations
To subscribe to indifference
To endure
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(sorry should there be any ranting parts but not sorry for any easier-living-wisdom parts)
Photo by Mika Baumeister on Unsplash
Artist Colony
Do I have
Anything
To share with you
Today
I could
And should remind you
God is love
And also
By the way
That God is true
As nothing else is true
In fact
Is the model
For the truth and
Trueness
That we try
And truth builds justice
Out of reason
And humility
The better things
That we have going
Not being
God
But being made
And image-like
(dark glass
you know)
We are models
With gifts
And what shall we give
Out of our giftedness
Our making
Now we make
And our
Giving matters
So much to
Each other
And also
More than we think on it
To God
So make
Co-make
And give
Even as the world
And circumstance allow
For God is love
And we are love
In this
We are the best we are
On the best Earth there is
Care
And health
And contribution
Shall keep us in
Our giving
And receiving
To take
Care
Be healthy
Let others help
(remember crafting tables)
Be love
While giving love
And
Who knows
Truth and justice might
Will out
In love
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Photo by Tom Parsons on Unsplash
A photo that speaks for itself.
[photographer’s caption]
At first, I thought this was Washington, D.C. But it isn’t. But I suppose it could be anywhere, with or without an impressive building in the background.
[my caption]
London, United Kingdom
Meaning Esau Have I Scorned
(a Bible study)
Jacob was
Preferenced
To set the course of Israel
To become a people
Who shall live
The same
With an identity
Moses having gotten the name
Of God
Or as close as we shall get
(being I am that I am
not unlike Popeye
in our time)
To have a name
And also laws
Carved in organic stone
For living people
And these
Are not as hazy
As a name that needs no name
The laws are clear
And shall become
A code
A compass
And a litmus
Who readings shall prove
Judgment
In favor or against
This people
And
In fact
Jacob shall become
Israel in name
And in that amazing purpose
Claiming certain tribes
Marked from the children
And eventually
A homeland
For the twelve
With all conviction
And the foibles
That this people carry
While God must bear with them
And so
With all of us
Called Israel
Or something else
But now this matter about
Jacob loved
And Esau
Even hated
We know that Esau was the older
And so
Should inherit
The identity
And naming
Of the family
Should be in charge
Of all things
Of Esau’s own
And the family that shall grow
And the nation that shall
Grow from the family
And it seems
That Jacob was called
Already having
All the mother’s favoritism
And so t
Plot
Works tricks
Sarah with Jacob
To set
And own
Israel
At last
And tricks they are
To use a situation
In which
Esau says
Out of exigence
Yes
My younger brother
You may have the birthright
And inheritance
And then to fool the father
To fool Isaac
With tricks of wool tied to an arm
So that Joseph would be taken
For Esau
And so
As we say
Seal the deal
And in an eon later
The Apostle Paul
Confirm
That not only was a providence
At work
To found then nation
But that the founder
Was
In truth
Loved by God
While the official candidate
Was hated
My
What had Esau done
And I think
The answer might be
Nothing
Paul asked for the assignment
And got it
To kill the followers of Christ
The ones who in Antioch
Were for the first
Time
Called Christian
And yet
Paul came to be a founder of that
Church in Antioch
And several other cities
In the region
Going north and east
And west
From Jerusalem
And finally ending his evangelistic travels
Inside Rome
Itself
Peter was brash
(we shouldn’t be surprised
if he pushed Andrew
around)
And he consistently said
That wrong thing to Jesus
Showing a rhetorical
Tendency
To go too far
He also maimed
A guard
When Jesus was arrested
And for the all the wrong things
He said
He did
That showed mismanagement
Among other things
He was called by Christ
To be the church’s rock
Once the movement
As it were
Solidified
Peter would become the first leader
Of the church
First pope
First “papa”
So to say
The first in charge
In the days when
Such groups
Can go under
Often do
And Moses
Well
We know
That he had grown
Inside a lie
Through childhood
That should have ruined him
And nearly did
Upon disclosure
And Moses
Murdered an Egyptian
And rather than face justice
Chose to flee
Seeking to live away
From the court of Pharaoh
Also maybe
God
For all the years he might have
Remaining
In Midian
As it
Turned out
But
No
This murderer
And coward
Who on top of these
Offered excuses
To the Lord
Why it could not be he
To free the people
And to lead them
Though that is
Through many chapters
Precisely
What transpired
So shall we say that
Jacob got in
And Esau was out
Because God favors paradox
Maybe mischief
Like an association with the raven
Or the spider
Which he made
After all
The creatures as well as mischief
Or is there
Something else
A reason for one sibling
Technically
The wrong one
To be raised
While the right one
Was put down
Sigh
So much deception
By the way
Especially
Even over generations
To get the broad
Extraordinary story
Going
Adam and Eve
And the blame over
Who did what
Between the people
And the serpent
And the casting
Out
(or down)
Regardless
Then the Nephilim
Who were not supposed to exist
By order of
The Lord
But through rebellion
Of some sort
(the kind that angels cause
as well as we
might foment)
Well
Happened
Anyway
With Abraham
The futures of two nations
Were at stake
And so at risk
Through the faithlessness
Of those who heard the prophecy
About numberless
Family
And
Specifically
A child
Sarah laughed
We know
And sent a servant to become
Pregnant by Abraham
And so secure
The lineage
As if the word of God
And God through angels
Could not
Be enough
And there was
Ishmael
And then there was Isaac
And the younger Isaac
Had to be favored
Over Ishmael
Who out of lack of mercy
And of jealousy
Was
Cast out
To die somewhere
With the mother Hagar
And they did not
For God
In fact
Is higher
Than the mischief
God said
To Israel
The nation
You don’t want a king
Who will take your youth
And crops
And wealth
Inside the palace
To feed decision-makers
Also idlers
As always happens
And to people up an army
That means
The young ones that are taken
Might die
More so than if
They stayed at home
Or rose to fight
As volunteers
With will
You don’t want a king
And Israel said
Yes
We do
And God said fine
And what a pair were set
To rule
Saul
And then David
Before the long prosperity
And peace
With Solomon
The first two realms
Indeed possessed
Strength
And beauty
Also corruption
Broken faith
And politics
Without perspective for the
Welfare of the nation
More paradox
More
Mischief
I don’t think so
I think
Rather it was
More than Esau being negated
Was that Jacob
Was uplifted
Like serving on a search committee
And we find ourselves
Talking down some candidates
When the job is to
Cite the reasons why
We should hire
The one
We think well
Should be hired
Which is to say
Jacob was favored
Maybe not because
In life
Esau was not
But in the naming and the keeping
Of the people of the Lord
Despite officialness
Jacob
Was the one
And that might be all
To be the one
For good or ill
Like Moses
Or like Miriam
Like Abrahaham and Sarah
Like Peter
And like Paul
Somewhere within these
And without
Inside the region
And the age
Certain ones are needed
And God shall have that happen
Though our will
Be predominant
More so
Is the widest will
And way
Of God
Don’t like the limitations
On our discretion
And
I think
Our pride
Well
That is understandable
Since the choice for faith
Is paramount
And determines
Afterlife salvation
On our part
Because God’s part
Is done
And is reliable
Unchanging
The love and judgment brought
To bear
On people of the Earth
Past and present
But
Things are
You know
The way things are
And we must hold the limitations
Of the worldly way
On us
While God is unlimited
To own perfection
To impose a will
Unfaulty
And unfailing
The timelines
And the composition
Might seem strange to us
Though we are not celestial
Yet
And there is enough
To manage
Through our foibles
And the things that seem like foibles
From the Lord
But are
As Narnia might say
Deep magic
With rules that came before the rules
The foundation of commandments
And of all experience
To come
And then light and dark
Were made
To overcome
Not chaos
But the void
Rather than nothingness
We have so many things
And we are loved
And there is
Indeed celestial
A hope
That goes with love and judgment
That the world
Through that part
And that person of God
Be saved
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One might say
Well
Esau himself was brash
He threw away
Birthright
And inheritance
To satiate
An immediate need
Which we could argue
Was not a need
So much
As we might have needs
At all
But
I don’t know
How should Esau
Be called to task
So to say
On this
Moses was not hooked
For murder
Or for cowardice
Or even for the several excuses
He gave to God
Very God
In order to bow out
Of his assignment
I think
Rather
We have to say
There is the will of God
And it is positive
So that we do better
Than excoriating Esau
Lifting Jacob
As the one
Even with foibles
That could complement
Those of the other
Matriarchs
And patriarchs
Genesis 25:19-34, the story of Jacob and Esau in the Bible
Matthew 5:44, the injunction to love our enemies
Romans 9:13-15, the part in Romans about loving Jacob and hating Esau
This poem could become the substance of a Bible Study or even a sermon, if one doesn’t mind reading poetry for a sermon (I’ve done that).
Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash
(x = space)
x
x
2 poems
x
x
Fake Peace
x
We negotiate in air
While the real war goes on
The numbers we’ve collected
Make for
Phantom outrage
x
We’ve learned to gather narratives
To help
Though hardness of head and heart
Like Pharoah’s
Or the safe distance of the Czar
The junta in a bunker
Technical commanders at the switches
For computers
Will not help
x
Stop it
We want to say
Though justification
Rationale
To go on while we’re winning
Think we are
Further compels us
x
There are sides
There are protests
There are groans
From hurt
And even dying people
More explosions
Inside walls
Bursting through
That might have been
Our homes
x
And now collateral
More numbers
Say we’re winning
Why negotiate
x
Come home sometime
What will there be
Rubble in defeat
(there’s rubble on the winning
side as well)
Enough to say
For losing
(and for winning)
We are done
With so much of our spirit
Surrendered over to
Waiting
For even a surer end
Damn the legations
x
Everything
Is over
Negotiate the absence
Of our families
(both sides)
Release the pain
And fill in all the losses
Like a journey through
Bomb craters
And we have no shoes
Only garments rent
From running
And now mourning
x
And you
Winners
Want negotiation
Naming the terms
If you can
Through all this
Forget it
I need food
And walls
And separation
From everything
And all of you
Even my own
x
And this is war
Universally
With tense peace
After
And new hopelessness
To feel every day
Upon waking
Sensing
And recalling
So much blasted
So much gone
So many
Even those we argued with
Now gone
x
Gone people
Name locations
Redraw
The lines
We do not care
The dead
And now
The living victims
Anyway
In war
And after war
x
x
Truth Waits
x
And what is true
Knowing that Pilate
Doesn’t wait
For an answer
But consigns the one
He asks
To a rabid crowd
Festered
And fettered
By the empires
And wasted doctrine
Rituals
That do not work
Make nothing better
But a promise
That the next world
Will be better
x
Ready to
Tear the one apart
And is consigned to this
By the one
Who asks for truth
And doesn’t wait
For an answer
x
The rhetorical question
But for a moment
Left unsaid
By further one
And then the other
x
Truth
Suspended in the air
Wafting uselessly
Too far above the crowd
And a governor’s
Own house
And how we govern
Waiting longer
For an answer
Not from Rome
But re-released
From above
Where Pilate’s truth
Was captured
And let go
Refined
And can be received
By him
Had waited
And the crowd
Had it been stilled
Like the truth
Over the storm
In Galilee
x
x
John 18:38
John 4:24
x
x
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x
x
Photo by Felicia Buitenwerf on Unsplash
(THIS IS WHO I AM)
x
(x = space)
x
x
What It Means This Time
x
Pilate asked
We may infer
He didn’t mean it
That the Romans
Took the truth
As they found it
As they made it
x
The modern person
Secular
Asking on occasion
Not waiting for an answer
Except the answer
As we need it for
Moment by moment
Justification
x
Then to wash our hands
As if
That made a difference
For the truth
As we need it now
And pushed into a new form
As we need it
Later
x
Behold your person
Who is your monarch
I have tortured
Beyond the law
And now the law
Is done
With this one
x
Say this is enough
I want other things
To do
And now you thread
Insinuations
Through the crowd
They murmur
And then roar out for Barabbas
x
Do you even know
Who that is
x
Well
I will release them
To you
Wash my hands again
Let go Barabbas
And then Christ
To indicate
Your will with them
One to roam
One to execute
With others for
Barbaric companionship
On crosses
x
What is in it
Water
There is salt
For exorcism
My excuse
Or it might as well
Be tears
For bitter clarity
Of what is real power
When they have it
When you
Have it
x
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x
x
John 19:5
x
Photo by Kelly Sikkema on Unsplash
x
(x = space)
x
x
Rhapsody in Bible
x
God
You are good
You love us
Always
And anyway
x
I’m sure it’s in there
Though I can make
Only pages with
Neat typing
Of blurred letters
As I try
x
And then the stream
The invitation
And a wall of rooms
That somehow
Turn into mansions
Promise of two verses
About paradise
About
You know
Dwelling in the house
Of the Lord
x
There are numbers on the pages
Small headlines
Aids from time
Which were not in
The original
Black pages
Into mod
(it was the sixties
into seventies
for us)
And now the church
All wood
And mullions
With a clock that I could see
When in the choir
Set in the center
So the pastor be reminded
(by the clock
committee)
Of the time
For preaching
And when
To wrap it up
x
I received my Bible there
I think
Or in the rooms
For Sunday School
Which had checked floors
Of tile
Room dividers
In the wing
That had been built
Before I got there
And a breezeway
Over the drive
x
But this is building stuff
And the pages
Pages stuff
What of the truth that’s in there
And it’s in there
I can recall without the images
Though they come
Anyway
The verses and the truth inside
x
Create in me
A clean heart
O God
And renew a right spirit
Within me
x
And that’s only to begin
The faith
And transformation
Needed
That we learn about
In there
x
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x
x
from Psalm 51
(followed by
Cast me not away
from thy presence
and take not thy holy spirit
from me
x
which happened to Saul
by the way
at the nadir
of his life
as king
appointed by the prophet
who got directions
from the Lord
to look for someone tall
and
well
kingly
for a tragic irony
as things turned out)
x
sorry, I got into a kind of coda
(that a kind of song, could be a psalm, might have)
x
x
Photo by CHUTTERSNAP on Unsplash
x
(x = space)
x
x
By Gosh
x
God
Sorry
God
You’re not sorry
In this way
I am
And I presume upon
Your
Intimateness
I seek your pardon and
Too often act
Assuming it
x
There is your mercy
For intention
And grace
For your means
And these are bestowed
Free of us
Our institutions
Our intentions
All of them
x
What we might do
Or think
And shall you always love us
Yes
You will
We are nothing new
And always new
Oldly
And newly
You forgive us
Even direct us away
And it helps
When we cooperate
x
Forgive us now
Forgive me now
Your will be done
And all or ours
Somehow
Beyond our doctrine
And the statements of our creeds
We need them
They compass-point us
We need you more
Who are
The magnetism
Earth and sky
And everything
That follows you
For being made
And not for looking
For you
For they know
You’re there
And frankly
You are here
x
We have to know
We have the will
That took us out of Eden
In the way
Of will
As we shall have it
And while the evidence
Mortally is lousy
Still
We come to believe
With everything
We are
x
Wow
A paradox of understanding
And enactment
Fortunately
There are the words
And there is revelation
In the words
And truth worth following
Unto the last
x
But wishing
Wishing
We could have more
We could meet you
And you’d take us
Hand in hand
As metaphor
More like cell to cell
For real
x
What is real
What is truth
You are both
You give us both
And more
And should we be
Grateful
x
For all we know
And must sigh into
What we don’t
And let that be all right
It is faith
After all
By definition
And by will
x
And how do you want us
But by will
Without the concrete obligations
In our love
But our love
With the best evidence we have
Or more important
Anyway
x
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x
x
Photo by TopSphere Media on Unsplash
x
(x = space)
x
x
Maybe Start with Unaware Awareness
x
What is beauty
Who knows
Who knows
And decides
No one
But someone
Something
Qualities
We say
Evening gown
Swimsuit
Answers to questions
And the talent part
And then scholarships
We hop
We hope
x
Well
Consider the pot
That has fallen
And is broken
And the Japanese
Shall with skill
And wisdom
Apply gold
To the broken parts
In making
A new whole
x
And where is the beauty
In the original
The brokenness
The healing
New beauty
And new usefulness
x
Or is it in the day
That no one else has made
But there is water
There is sky
And for ground for continents
Coasts and mountains
Plains between
The piedmont
Where we learn to climb
x
Who made this
And
Let’s have it
Anyway
(determinism later)
x
Let’s dance
Because we don’t how
And take a lifetime
Uncertain
And uncertain
To learn
And to allow for pleasure
In first steps
x
And is there truth in beauty
Sure
Why not
There is also play
And we can argue
If we know no better
Our of ignorance
An argument
To articulate
We can’t article
x
And keep in mind
What is frozen
On the urn
And in the text
Is movement
A celebration
And reminder
About moving
Celebrating
Playing
Working
(the potter must have worked hard)
All to say
To have
That there is beauty
There is truth
There is your mother
There is your child
x
Order disorder
If we must
Or if we must
Leave it go
x
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x
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“Ode on a Grecian Urn,” John Keats
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