Psalm 28
a song when I feel haunted
I need, Lord, your love
Who doesn’t need the love of
God?
And yet I fear
I fear the ghosts that haunt me
From the past into the present
How do you proceed in this
How do you love?
How might I know peace this
Day from all the days wrought
In iron pain, now fully steel-
Dimensional?
You are here, I know
You can bear sinuous demon’s
Presence away, even into
Annihilation
Yet I feel possessed, perhaps in
Lack of faith:
Past wrongs, mine and theirs, that
Aberrate the life that you first
Shaped
Maybe this is why, in life, the (first)
Psalmists say, Make straight your
Way
For the line of majesty arriving as
The lord of care
Travels truly—with economy and
All divine electricity—on the line
Made edged and replete when we
Ally in your design
February 22, 2016 at 5:00 am
Oh… you almost almost made me cry, Christopher. Your words are simple and subtle, yet they evoke truth and powerful emotions. ❤ Just lovely!
February 22, 2016 at 4:44 pm
I am deeply grateful that you tell me the verse evokes emotion. I wouldn’t otherwise know. Truth–well, that’s impressive, too. Thanks so much for seeing that.
February 23, 2016 at 12:48 am
You’re welcome! 🙂 Your comments in my work made me see things that I wasn’t able to see too! 🙂
February 22, 2016 at 8:32 pm
Beautiful writing. This psalm is hauntingly sad and desperate. When I feel overwhelmed by things from the past etc. I picture God with these giant hands and I place my problems in them and they are very small to God’s hands in comparison. Maybe, this might help. Great psalm.
February 23, 2016 at 5:09 pm
Thank you. Especially for telling me what you do. Thank goodness, God is always with us, holding us.
February 23, 2016 at 11:47 pm
Lol. You are welcome. I hope it helps 🙂