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Diocletian Martyr
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In my cell I see a bird
I think the bird is
The spirit of God
I don’t know for sure
Until the bird speaks,
Speaks to me
Without words
This is a real cell
A cell from which I will be taken
To die
At the hands of one
Who can command it
Though cannot command anything
About my soul
God has come to comfort me
To tell me I belong to God
And will be meeting
With God, soon
In a closer way
I could not know on Earth
The pain might be quick
It might be long
The bird does not tell me,
Imperial will having its own way
Despotic yet
Graced with freedom
As is mine*
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I could have been quiet
I needn’t have said anything
When questioned
Or at the corner
Where I told the story
Of God’s goodness,
Standing on the edge
Of all I knew
And soon would lose
I don’t know what happens next
In terms of what I gain
Maybe a mansion
Maybe nothing
I don’t permit myself an expectation
But relationship
Knowing my loved ones
Once here,
Beholding curing
Of my enemies
And me of them
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Before the Lord
And the Lord
Who might dance with me
While the angels sing
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C L Couch
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*(in freedom
maybe grace
we are all despots)
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Looking Up
Photo by Prince David on Unsplash
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January 10, 2022 at 6:08 pm
This is wonderful. Thank you. Echoes of the anchorite post. I am reminded of many times visiting the last anchorite cell in Ireland. Powerful experience. And yes….the birds to talk to us. God talking. Absolutely.
January 10, 2022 at 11:26 pm
You’re welcome, and thank you. Yes, this post and the two posts before are meant to go together. I’ve never been to an anchorite place of the past. I’m glad you have! I know Saint Francis preached to the birds, but I do think the birds talk to us as well.
January 10, 2022 at 6:11 pm
Hmm, so sad, but always beautiful. And I’m always hoping it isn’t all true. I think God’s hand is in everything He made. That seems comforting.
January 10, 2022 at 11:29 pm
I find it comforting, too, to keep in mind that God is sovereign. For Christians and other groups, there has been persecution, tragically. Diocletian tried to wipe out Christianity by wiping out Christians. Didn’t work, thankfully.
I hope you’re really well.
January 10, 2022 at 7:05 pm
Tears . . .
January 10, 2022 at 11:30 pm
Goodness! Honestly, I’m moved.